How to Create Unbreakable Bonds with Brittany Packnett Cunningham
August 13, 2024
Glennon Doyle:
Okay, Pod Squad. Today we have one of our favorite human beings on the planet here. And just let’s take a moment and acknowledge how effing lucky we are that this person is spending an hour with us, because they’re probably the most wanted person on the planet in this moment, trying to figure out our way forward, because that’s what she’s always doing.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham is a leader at the intersection of culture and justice. Brittany is founder of the social impact agency, Love & Power Works, host and executive producer of the news and justice podcast, Undistracted, and an on-air political analyst. She has been an elementary teacher, policy advisor, presidential appointee, and will forever be an activist.
You can find her @mspackyetti on all social media, and you really should, and subscribe to her podcast wherever you listen to your favorite shows. Brittany, how you doing?
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
I’m so great, and I’m so glad to be with you all. I’m still a little bit shaken in the best way as to how much has changed very, very quickly.
Before we get started though, I want the squad to know that we are friends in real life, right? This is not some internet situation. I remember when you all were doing together live, and you had me join some of those shows, and that was where I first met y’all. And I watched you, Glennon, sit on the floor of the stage and be so authentically yourself, and I was like, “What is happening? This is a movement.” And it was so beautiful.
And building that friendship with you all and remembering being at one of my lowest points, and you all calling and checking in on me. You sent over the woman to give me an IV infusion so that I would be okay. And I think that the community can so often get lost in these conversations, because everybody’s got a hot take, everybody’s got analysis, everybody’s got a platform, and they’re trying to do something with it, and that is a beautiful thing.
And if we are not building community throughout all of this, we have nothing. There is nothing to go home to. There is no one to hold you accountable. There is no one to be a shoulder. There is no one to make you better. There is no one to engage in mutual aid with if all we’re doing is talking and we’re not able to be with one another. So I want to thank you all for being people who are community for me, and whether it’s been a million years or five minutes, we pick right up where we left off.
And I’m so thrilled to be now a part of this podcast community that you all have been building, because I know just like at Undistracted, this is not an audience, right? This is a community and a family. I’m grateful to engage in all of this excitement and confusion and building, and trial and error, and trying again.
Glennon Doyle:
Okay. Well, since you did that, before we jump in, can I just share with the Pod Squad the first time I ever saw you before? Okay. So we were at this big speaking event. Who the hell knows what it was? I don’t know.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
No. It was in Florida, because it was with our friends-
Glennon Doyle:
It was in Florida.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
… Barb and Michelle.
Glennon Doyle:
That’s right. Okay. And there were several of us that were going to go speak together. We were backstage. I was doing my nervous thing, because that’s what I’m always doing. We were getting ready to walk out, and all of us who were going to be the speakers were kind of buzzing, and talking to each other, and feeling nervous, and preparing in that way in this little circle.
And I look over, and Brittany is standing absolutely awake. She had been with us, but at this point right before we go off, she’s standing away from us. She is quietly standing in front of kind of this big huge wall, and she’s just gathering herself, she’s looking up at what looked like the ceiling, the sky, and she’s just magically, I don’t know, praying. I think you were praying?
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
Yeah. That’s what I was doing.
Glennon Doyle:
I actually took a creepy-ass picture of you and then immediately showed it to you, because I was like, “Oh, God. She’s going to be like, why is this woman taking pictures of me by myself?” But I just remember thinking, “Oh. That’s where this confident, calm, grounded power comes from.” And I remember thinking, “I need to get her prep partner because mine are kind of freaking me out.”
So anyway, that was my first experience of you, and I have never forgot it, and I will never forget it. And every time I see you speak in your power and beauty and brilliance, I think of that moment.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
Oh. Thank you, friend. Thank you. I always spend that time asking God to hide me behind the illuminating shadow of the cross is what I say, and that whatever words come out, whatever thoughts come out, whatever concepts are spoken are not mine, but that they are divine, and that I’m used as a vessel. And you’re the first person to ever notice that I was doing that, because I really never did it to be noticed, right? I would truly always scoot over into a corner. And I’d come back, and people would kind of be like, “Where have you been?” And I’d be like, “It’s all good.”
Now, some of that preparation is because now I know I have ADHD, and I actually need the silence before I go on stage. But in my faith tradition, I was raised by two very faithful people, and my father was a liberation theologian, so I learned about dark-skinned, wooly-haired Jesus who comes from the Middle East and from Palestine, and who worshiped with thieves and sex workers, and all of the people that the world tells us to forget that he told us were the most divine among us, right? And that if our world is not safe for all of them, then it is not safe for any of us.
So to be clear, that’s who I’m praying to, because I think you talk about being a Christian, and understandably, we have not had very good PR for a long time, okay? But, yeah. I don’t actually want people to see me. I want them to feel whatever is divine for them and feel empowered to go walk in their divinity as they go and change the world. I always feel like that’s my task.
So I got to have a conversation so I’m actually equipped to do that and I get out of my own ego, which is not easy, because we all got them, but it’s necessary work. Yeah. So that’s my prep partner. No shade to you, Abby. I’m sure you’re a very good prep partner.
Abby Wambach:
I’m just over here sitting here, chilling. I know the whole conversations before big moments. I’ve prayed. Even though I was an atheist, during a lot of my gold medal-winning performances, I was praying to God that we could win.
Glennon Doyle:
No atheist in a foxhole or on an Olympic match?
Abby Wambach:
Yeah. So I think that-
Glennon Doyle:
Is that right?
Abby Wambach:
… maybe I’m more agnostic. I’m more agnostic these days than I am atheist.
Glennon Doyle:
Well, and Brittany, Abby just loves going on stage. She feels differently about going. She likes to go on stage because it’s the place that no one interrupts her. In our house, she gets interrupted a lot.
Abby Wambach:
I’ve got three kids. Three kids don’t care about what I have to say ever. You know what I mean? And this is where I let my ego come out. I get to-
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
She’s the opposite of you.
Abby Wambach:
Yeah. I get to actually have it come out. I’m like, “Oh, yeah.” [inaudible 00:07:59]-
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
No. But that’s perfect though, because it’s been hidden and shielded all this time, so it just has been ripening for that moment for you. Say, tell the stories, and inspire the people, and finally be able to come out of your shell, because as soon as you get back home, you got to go right back in it.
Abby Wambach:
That’s right. Humble pie, right? When you walk in the house.
Glennon Doyle:
Can I ask you about that Brittany? Because it’s a paradox that so much of your liberatory work and social justice work and political work is based on your faith.
And then you saw just recently, Trump is actually speaking to the, quote-unquote, evangelical Christians, the Christian nationalists, who when he’s telling them they won’t have to vote anymore, he just needs them to vote this time, so much of the base is these self-avowed, über-Christians. Is it their real faith that’s being perverted and manipulated? Is it that they have bought something that isn’t the real faith? What’s happening?
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
They’re speaking truly to their faith because they worship at the altar of white supremacy. They are not praying to the same person I’m praying to. They are not reading the same word that I am reading, right? If I look at the red letters, the words that Jesus spoke, when he decided to, in my faith tradition, become flesh, become human, and experience both joy and suffering of the human experience in order to be a relatable leader, and when we talk about leadership, that is antithetical.
That is what’s antithetical to a Christian fundamentalism and evangelicalism that is rooted in Christian nationalism, that is rooted in white supremacy and patriarchy, that’s rooted in heteronormativity and CIS supremacy, right? That these are things that they have put at the center of their world, which means that is the idol they have built.
Which to be clear, biblically, is the exact opposite of what the commandment told you to do, right? There shall be no other gods before me. You will not build false idols. They have built false idols and refined them and sharpened them over generations, and then they have found human vessels to stand up as representatives of the idols they’ve built.
So Donald is a representative, right? He is the idol in human form. Ronald Reagan was the idol in human form. I mean, if you ever listen to a Republican talk about Ronald Reagan, it is like they are talking about God-
Glennon Doyle:
Deified.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
Completely deified. Straight up, right? He could do no wrong. Meanwhile, he is where make America great again originates, right? Meanwhile, he could not even utter the words HIV and AIDS, while a massive, now epidemic was raging, right?
He is the one that built this system of trickle-down economics, which permanently at least thus far, reversed government investment in communities and people and put that money straight into the hands of billionaires. The reason why all of these billionaires were able to get richer during COVID has everything to do with a man named Ronald Reagan that they made God, right?
Glennon Doyle:
Wow.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
So they don’t worship at the same altar I worship. I’m not confused about that. So for me, I tell people I’m not progressive politically despite being a Christian. I’m progressive politically because I am a Christian.
Glennon Doyle:
That’s right.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
Because I was taught who Jesus actually was and what he stood for, because I was taught not to center my own image, but his, right? Because I was taught that the basis of our faith is justice. That is what the fight is always for.
And so, yeah. I want so many of us who are progressive people of faith to reclaim that identity and take it back, right? I think it’s so interesting. And this is something that I’ve heard her do for a while, watching Vice President Harris, now that she’s the presumptive democratic nominee, reclaim the conversation on freedom and liberty, right?
Glennon Doyle:
Yes.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
I know you all have heard this, but these are words that for decades had become synonymous with Republicans, conservatives, the GOP, because they snatched it for themselves, and they perverted the meeting, and then sold it back to us.
What they sold back to us was a lie, because they told us that real liberty meant restriction. That real liberty meant a lack of bodily autonomy, that real liberty meant all the women back in the kitchen and all the men in charge, right? So he or she is reclaiming what freedom means, reclaiming what liberty means, not because a single politician or party or election can set us free, but because we deserve to stand fully in what we are fighting for and not let anybody thieve that language from us. Thieve those concepts from us, right?
And it’s that reclamation is important. For me, that reclamation of my faith is important. I know so many more people who are people of faith, who operate similarly to me, who have taught me how to operate in this way, who sharpen and refine my own walk as it relates to my work every single day. I know far more of those people of faith than I do the other kind.
Now, I don’t spend a lot of time in evangelical churches, that’s probably not a surprise, but we deserve to reclaim that. We deserve to reclaim that, because if I’m going to believe what I believe, it should be of help and not harm to my neighbor.
Glennon Doyle:
Community and belonging, such a deep human need. What do we do about the average person who has found their community, their little version of mutual aid in their neighborhoods, in their churches, and they believe that the price of belonging and the price of community is ceding to this vote, this belief, even if it doesn’t sit right in their soul? What do we do about that? Because that might be the reason why none of this that makes any sense is happening.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
Yeah. Awakening to something that you’ve been raised in is a very challenging thing to do, that it is emotional. Because you are coming to the place where you’re rejecting the things that feel part and parcel with your identity.
I knew people growing up who were like, “I am a Christian first, and I’m everything else second.” And I’m not here to judge if that’s how anybody decides to declare their identities. It’s not for me, but I’m not here to judge you for that. But if that’s how you identify, and then suddenly, you start thinking a little more critically about the sermons that have been preached about who’s going to hell and who’s not, about who you should love and who you shouldn’t, about what is the role of the woman and what is not?
And then you start looking a little bit more critically at the person sitting to the left of you and the person sitting to the right of you, and then you start thinking a little more critically about the lessons that you’re being taught in Sunday school, and then you start getting around more diverse groups of people, and you start to realize that not only is this thing that you so fully identify with so different than what other people are bringing to the table, but that it actually can cause harm if you continue to identify in the particular way that you are, right?
And you look up and you’re doing harm and you didn’t intend to, and this is just what you’ve been taught, and this is what you were raised in, and this is all you’ve known. Everyone you’ve ever gone to school with, all your friends, every birthday party you ever had, every holiday you ever celebrated, this thing was at the center. Extrapolating yourself from that is so painful, because you have to learn how to distinguish between rejection of dogma and rejection of yourself and the people you love.
I can’t imagine how absolutely challenging. Actually, I can imagine how absolutely challenging that is, because in my own faith, I have evolved. When my husband and I, when we moved to DC, back to DC from St. Louis, we decided very intentionally that we were no longer going to go to a church that was homophobic and patriarchal. That we could say, “Well, it’s really hard to find a church, and I know what I believe, and so I just ignore that part of the sermon.” No. I’m not paying my tithes to a place that stands against people that I love and that does not operate in how I have been engaging with God in this personal relationship and what he’s been telling me. Y’all not getting 10% of my money for that.
And it took us a year to find that church, and I find myself now more able to have conversations with people who taught me those things, not because they hated me, but because they loved me and they thought that was the right thing to do, right? But that is hard. That is incredibly difficult.
So to your point, I think what we have to do, is we have to simultaneously, this is very difficult on the other side, we have to simultaneously give grace and expect responsibility. So I like to remind people, I am not Christ. I do not give grace and mercy anew every day. I aspire to be like Christ, but that’s not my ministry as of right now, right? So my grace will extend as far as you take responsibility.
Abby Wambach:
Boom.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
So if you are coming into that awakening, if you are realizing actually this thing that I was taught and this thing I used to say and these things I used to post are really harmful, and I’m still peeling back the layers of that and trying to understand who I should go be now, I will have grace for that, because you’re taking responsibility for your own growth and learning. You’re going out there and finding community that embraces who you are becoming. That helps aid you in your journey. Other people who have taken that journey, you’re finding space with them.
But if you stop being on that journey, if you decide, “Well, I’ve read enough books, and I did the book club, and I’ve got a rainbow flag in my Twitter bio, and #BlackLivesMatter in my Instagram bio, so I’m good,” well, then my grace is going to start to fade, because there is more for which you are responsible than just that.
If you have Black lives matter in your bio and I, as a regular Black woman am not safe around you at work, at play, at church, with my own children, then you still have work to do. And if I extend too much grace to you, now I’ve made myself unsafe. Now, I’ve made my child unsafe, right? So I need you to step back up in that responsibility. And as long as you’re engaged in that process, I can be in community with you. As soon as you step back and start saying, “That’s no longer my job,” and I tell you it is your job and you still decide to stop making progress, then I have to remove myself.
But I think that if we do extend the grace where people are genuinely taking a responsibility, folks can find the kind of community in us that they need to keep going, right? And that they need to then turn around to the people who taught them the wrong way and start to pull them into the community as well. Start to pull them into awakening. That’s how we build a justice army.
Glennon Doyle:
All your words are so directional. It’s like, “If you’re moving this way, I extend grace. If you stop, if you turn back,” to me, it’s directional. Abby and I talk all the time about, okay, so who are we forgiving and when? About homophobia?
And there is a way of being where you believed some stuff, because you were taught that, and then suddenly, you’re directionally moving in a different direction. If you continue to move in that direction, I will be with you.
But there’s another way of doing it, which is a stopping and a backwards, “Well, I’m sorry for that, but I can tell there’s no movement. You’re not on the path. You’re not on a path, so we can’t be on the path together.”
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
When I worked full-time in education, there’s a book that all of us read called Why Are All the Black Kids Sitting Together in the Cafeteria?
Glennon Doyle:
Me too. When I was teaching.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
And if you were a parent or a student at an elite white private high school, like I was, at a certain time, all of the book clubs are reading this book, right? So I remember that book being very popular when I was a student myself. And then fast-forward, when I’m running an education organization, I’m having my team read it, right?
And one of the things that Dr. Tatum who is an education researcher and practitioner, she’s the former president of Spelman College, one of the things that she talks about is this moving walkway. And it’s not the perfect analogy because it doesn’t make accommodations for ability, but follow me here.
So she talks about those people-movers in the airport. That you get on it and you can get to your gate faster just by standing still, that you actually don’t have to make any effort. The thing is making the effort for you. She says when you are standing on that moving walkway and you are facing in the intended direction, going from gate 50 to gate 40, you are part of a first group of people that has accepted society, that has accepted the rules of society, white dominant culture, patriarchal culture, et cetera. You’ve accepted those rules, and you’re moving along in the intended direction, right?
You may even be walking with it, right? Enthusiastically. You may even be running with it to get to your next gate. That’s our MAGA friends who are trying to get in the intended direction of white supremacy-
Glennon Doyle:
Yeah. It’s not even fast enough.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
… as fast as possible. Exactly. They’re like, “No, we got-“
Glennon Doyle:
We got to hustle.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
“… to hustle,” right? And there are people who are standing still and at least looking around and trying to observe what’s around them, but they’re still moving in the intended direction.
Then there’s a second group of people who started to realize, “Huh, what’s ahead of us in the intended direction doesn’t actually seem like the best destination for all of us. We’re headed to gate 40, but maybe we need to be at gate 57. I don’t know.”
So they turn around, and they start curiously looking around and trying to see what else makes sense to them, because the thing that was ahead of them in their intended direction no longer computes, right? They turn around. But if you turn around and you’re standing backwards on a moving walkway, you are still being moved in the intended direction, right? You’re still being moved toward white supremacy.
Then she talks about a third group of people who realize the intended direction is unjust and evil, who realize that simply turning around is not enough, and so they start to walk in the other direction. They start to try to get themselves where they realize they should have been all along, right?
But y’all know just as well as I do, maybe this is not true for you, Abby, because you’re an Olympian, but for most of us, when we try to walk in the opposite direction of the people-mover-
Abby Wambach:
Standing still.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
… it is hard.
Amanda Doyle:
It’s hard.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
Because the force of the intended direction is still trying to take you back to where it wants you to go-
Glennon Doyle:
And people are yelling at you, because you’re going-
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
People are yelling-
Glennon Doyle:
… the wrong direction.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
… “You in the way, you going the wrong direction. Stop playing around. This is too much. I’m trying to get where I’m trying to go, and you’re standing in the way,” right? So that third group of people is working against the quote-unquote natural flow of things, and it threatens to take them under. It threatens to have them give up and say, “You know what? This is too hard. It’s too much effort. My thighs are burning.” Just whatever. “Just take me where we were supposed to go, because I don’t feel like doing this anymore,” right?
And that is of course the privilege of whiteness, the privilege of being CIS, the privilege of being straight, the privilege of being a man. That is the privilege that says, “I can tap out at any time, because even if I go to the intended direction that white supremacy has for me, I will be safe in it, will be protected in it. I know how to maneuver and navigate that space, and I won’t be found out,” right? Now, for plenty of us, it ain’t no turning back. There’s nothing for us over there, but destruction, but terror, right?
Then she talks about a fourth group of people. The fourth group of people realize is that if they are going to overwhelm the force of the intended direction, if they’re going to actually change the momentum and the velocity of the people-mover in the intended direction, then they cannot do it alone. That it is their job to go and link arm in arm and recruit as many people as possible, because the only way to stop the thing and move it in a different direction is to overwhelm the original force, and you cannot do that by yourself. You cannot do that with just your own journey, with just your own force, with just your own legs and your own suitcase. It’s impossible, right? The only way we’re changing this thing is if we’re actually all moving in the opposite direction together.
And I’d like to add a fifth group, because there’s a fifth group of people who say, “You know what? Turn this people-mover off. Shut it down. Shut the whole people-mover down. Somebody go press that little red button under the cover that you’re not supposed to press.” The alarm will ring. It will freak people out. Folks will not want the people-mover to stop moving. Folks will be mad at you. Folks will say that you are a threat. Folks will say that you are in fact the one inducing the terror, when in fact, you are trying to get everybody on the people-mover to turn around, look, and move in the other direction, or get off the people-mover altogether because we need a different way to get where we have to go.
And so that’s what I’m talking about when people just stop or they choose to get radical. And what Angela Davis says is that all radical means is getting to the root. That is a word that people have perverted to scare people, but she’s just saying, “Let’s get to the root of this thing instead of tinker around the edges. Let’s stop breaking off the branches and actually uproot what’s bad and plant a new tree.” Sorry. My son is freaking out in the background.
Glennon Doyle:
Do not apologize for that.
Abby Wambach:
No.
Amanda Doyle:
[inaudible 00:27:02] mama. Amen!Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
But that is all of our work at every given moment of the day, and that’s also what tires people out. Because you’re telling me I got to be running in the opposite direction and recruiting people at my job when I just want to go do my work and go home and get paid for it? You telling me that in the meeting, I have to bring up when somebody was talked over. You’re talking about in the meeting, I got to show up as a co-conspirator? You’re telling me that I actually have to sacrifice something that I hold dear, the things that I hold dear, the position that I hold dear, the privilege that I hold dear, the protection of that privilege that I hold dear? You’re telling me I got to sacrifice some of that?
To be willing to either be the person who presses the button, or cover the person who presses the button, or make a distraction for the person who’s pressing the button so that they don’t get in trouble. I don’t feel like doing that, right? I don’t feel like being that person. I don’t feel like always being the squeaky wheel at church, and at home, and at work, and at the city council meeting, and during the block party. If you have the privilege to tap out, it is really easy to say, “Nevermind. Y’all got it.” But the y’all who always have to have it are those of us who have no choice but to move in the opposite direction.
And now how is it fair that a system that we did not build and that we will never benefit from is on us to tear down? We’re not the ones who need to be the most traitorous to that system-
Glennon Doyle:
That’s right.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
… right? In order to tear that thing down, we need people to be traitors to that system. We need white folks to be traitors to the system of white supremacy. We need CIS folks to be traitors to the system of CIS supremacy. We need able-bodied people to be traitors to the system of ableism.
That is the work all the time, and, yes, it is exhausting, and it is taxing, and you lose things, and you sacrifice a lot. And when you’ve been smart enough to link up arm-in-arm with people to change the force, you have community in which you can do it.
So this idea that when you step away from the things that you’ve always known, you’re suddenly isolated and alone, it’s because you have yet to let go of the white supremacist principle of individualism that tells you, “I got to go figure it out all myself.” Actually, pick your head up, look around. There are a whole bunch of people like you who are on the journey, behind you in the journey, in front of you on the journey, who are there to be community for you so that you can keep your energy and strength up to do that work.
Glennon Doyle:
Is there a connection, Brittany, between, and please just everyone forgive me because this is just swirling and I’m not going to say it right, but there’s something about the affinity groups, the groups that came together after WinWithBlackWomen, met right after, well, you all had been meeting forever, and then you all got together on the night of Kamala’s first endorsement from Biden, and then raised $1.4 million, and there were 44,000 of you. And then the Black men did it, then white women, and then, okay.
There was something in that meeting. Honestly, Brittany, when Shannon sent me the graphic and was like, “We’re going to do this,” I was like, “So, wait. We’re saying that we’re white women in writing?” No. Can I just have 30 seconds?
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
Then everyone will find out.
Glennon Doyle:
But-
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
Oh my God.
Glennon Doyle:
… are we going to say it in writing collectively?
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
The reveal.
Glennon Doyle:
Right, right. And by the way, four years ago, I tried to do that, and it was so much of a bloodbath that the people I was organizing with were like, “Stop. Pull it back. This isn’t working.”
So there was something seeing, whatever it was, 165,000 white women say, “I am in fact white and am coming to this thing,” that I thought, “We have not been offering any sort of alternative.” They have only been seeing, “I have safety in these pews with these men who are telling me that this is the only version of safety and community that is available to me. So if I leave this, I have nowhere to go. I have nowhere to be.”
And is there something in these groups that feels fresh and new in a way of saying, “No, there is an alternative. There is an alternative that was false safety. That is not safety for us. That’s where we die. Here’s another place that maybe this is real safety. Maybe this is a community we show up with”? Is there any connection here?
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
There’s absolutely a connection, because again, that third group of people on that moving walkway often are the most self-righteous, right? They’re like, “I’ve read all the books. I went to all the lectures. I asked Ta-Nehisi Coates to be my personal mentor. He said no, but I asked. I show up at all the things, I make all the posts.” And that hardly feels like a failure, because in a society built around individualism, you get a lot of praise for that, right?
But when you start to realize that is a lonely path, you then have, to your point, Glennon, two choices. You can either press forward and find community, or you can stop, turn around, and give up, right? And you might do that quietly, because you don’t want to stop getting your social justice cookies, but you stop and you turn around and you go back in the other direction. So it’s absolutely related.
Here’s the thing, though, and perhaps this is a conversation we should have. First of all, when the white women call came up, and I realized that it was you and Shannon who were organizing this, I’m like, “Of course it is.” And I say that in part because I have watched both of you be intentional listeners and then intentional doers. A lot of people like to stop at that listening phase. We saw that all throughout 2020. Everybody bought all the books. My agent was like, “Are you sure you can’t get your book out right now because it will be an immediate bestseller?”
Glennon Doyle:
I bet.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
And I’m like, “I hear you. I still have other things to experience in order to write this book. I get you, but it’s just not about the numbers for me, but I understand why you’re asking me this,” because everybody read the books. Everybody wanted to listen to Black women.
I have seen very few actually then go and do, and do, and fuck up, and then do again, which is, again, in a society built off of individualism and so-called merit, nobody wants to fuck up. Everybody wants to be perfect at the thing the first time out. You can ask any of my trans friends. I did not get that thing right the first time coming out, or the second time, or the third time, right? I got better, though.
So I was not surprised that it was you two doing that because you have been invested in that process for a long time. And I think especially a lot of us have been frustrated with after what I call the summer of our discontent in summer 2020, how much things not only went back to normal, but went back to even worse, right? That kind of backlash that we’re seeing for DEI against Claudine Gay, against Ketanji Brown Jackson. All of that stuff came up because we had the audacity to be forthright in who we are and demand basic aspects of humanity be applied to us as well.
But there were at least seeds planted then, even if we didn’t see them germinate in all the ways we wanted to over the last four years, and I think that one of those seeds was that white women were forced to realize they had not really been taught sisterhood. And I actually want to hear you all talk about this. And tell me if you think I’m wrong, but just one of the things I have experienced, especially in this moment, so you talk about the WinWithBlackWomen call, shout-out to Jotaka Eaddy and Holli Holliday and so many others who were at the helm of that from the very beginning.
We started meeting four years ago, because originally, when presidential nominee Kamala Harris was vice presidential candidate Kamala Harris, the misogynoir that she faced was outrageous, and very few organized. Very few people were speaking up against it, and there was little to no organized effort to push back against it, right? To call these outlets out to talk about why these things are problematic, even though some of these phrases and ideas just feel normal for people when they’re talking about Black women and South Asian women.
So we really formed because we say that is our sister. Whether we agree with everything she has ever done or not is not the point. The point is time and time again, it has been proven that Black women are all we got, that there is nobody coming to our aid, that we are expected to fix everything for everybody else, and then when we are the ones in trouble, we have to link arm in arm, hand in hand, because nobody’s coming to join us. That has consistently been our experience in the American experiment.
You can ask the Black women who were fighting for voting rights as part of the suffragette movement just to be left behind by white suffragettes, right? Just for Susan B. Anthony to say, I would rather cut off this right arm of mine than to fight for the vote for the Negro and not the woman. Because even in that phrase, she’s not just not fighting for Black women voting. She’s erasing the existence of Black women, because she was talking about Black men.
There’s an anthology of essays written by Black women that I refer to a lot in my book called All the Women Are White, All the Men Are Black, But Some of Us Are Brave. Black women have always had to be the brave ones. So when we saw our sister being attacked, the sisters mounted up Black regulators, right? We didn’t have to all be the same sorority, from the same place, believe all the same things, be the same faith. We did not have to be biracial or not. It did not matter. That was one of us.
In contrast, I remember watching the Kavanaugh hearings, and the ways in which Christine Blasey Ford, Brett Kavanaugh’s very credible sexual assault accuser, was treated by supposed representatives of American citizens, was abhorrent. And I remember watching how many of my white women friends were incensed in a way I had never seen them before.
And I was like, “Christine Blasey Ford is not the first white woman to get crucified for the sake of patriarchy. She’s not even the first white woman this year,” but it did something to people. But then that instinct to say, “How do we come together and organize to protect her?” That next step didn’t happen as quickly or as thoroughly or as broadly as I thought it would have, knowing the way that Black women show up.
So meanwhile, WinWithBlackWomen started for that, but when Brittney Griner was detained, we had a campaign. When Claudine Gay, the former president of Harvard University was being attacked, we worked together, right? The reality was that we had codified the sisterhood in a particularly political way in an era where one can use many forms of media to not only get the word out, but to protect one another, right?
And even if it wasn’t always a big, well-known campaign, there were ways we were blocking and tackling for each other because heads of DEI at corporate spaces were suddenly being attacked, and we wanted to make sure that there was cover for them, right? Organizers and activists were being attacked. We wanted to make sure that there was cover for them.
And sometimes, cover looked like making a call for somebody. Sometimes, cover looked like passing the collection plate and putting $5000 in somebody’s account because they had lost all of their jobs and speaking engagements for saying the thing, right? But that was the kind of cover that we were used to providing for each other, that we knew was necessary and that we knew we had to be the ones to provide for each other.
And so I think that part of the resistance that you experienced all those years ago was that white women had been removed intentionally from the instinct of sisterhood, because white women have been taught to be committed to their husbands first, which means you’re committed to the church, you’re committed to your husband, you’re committed to the offspring of you and your husband, your children, and then, way down the list, comes you.
And a lot of the white feminist fights have not always intentionally been individualistic, but a lot of them have been, because it was like, “It’s about my choice, about whether I want to stay at home or work.” It wasn’t like, “Let’s build a school or a society for people so that they can develop skills and we can send a bunch of women out into the workforce.”
But that’s what Nannie Helen Burroughs did in DC when she created a school for Black girls and women to make sure that if they wanted to go and pursue careers in domestic labor, they could, but if they wanted to be teachers or scientists or go to college, they could do that too. She was like, “I’m going to build the institution. I’m going to be the institution as a sister.” And I just don’t actually think that y’all were trained toward that.
Glennon Doyle:
No.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
And so the idea that white women would say, “I am a white woman. I want to go stand in community with other white women, and stand up for another woman,” that took time and development. It took you and Shannon and lots of other people having to take the blowback for so long when people were not ready for that.
And I mean, I’m interested in your thoughts on this, because I’m not being all the way articulate, but just in my experience, I have not watched most white women that I know be trained towards solidarity and sisterhood. That it is a muscle that y’all have had to develop if you feel like developing it. If you feel safe to develop it.
Glennon Doyle:
Yeah. I have been thinking about this nonstop, because I mean, first of all, I have had very embarrassing moments. Just say before this meeting. Well, one example, I’m on with Lovey and asking a couple things, and she’s saying to me, “Just check with your group chats.” I’m like, “Lovey, I have my sister and my mom. What do you mean?” It’s embarrassing.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
Meanwhile, I’m in four group chats with Lovey.
Glennon Doyle:
I know.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
This-
Glennon Doyle:
When Lovey tells me about her group-
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
That’s-
Glennon Doyle:
… chats-
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
… how many group chats we all each have in our phones. Yeah.
Glennon Doyle:
This is, for me, I don’t know, I haven’t developed the language around it yet, but I feel like this is what I have to figure out next, because when I look at your group chats and your community and the way that you do things, I feel a deep loneliness and a deep jealousy, and I’m trying to figure out is it because is it a source of safety? For white women, is it white women still have an option of alignment with white men, and then you all didn’t have an option? You say over and over again, “We protect us. We have us.”
You are the only source of safety for each other, so you have each other, so you get to discover, because of lack of other options, the thing that everyone on the planet wants and needs and dreams of, which is this sisterhood. Is it a leap of white women finally saying, “This safety is not real, it’s actually killing us, and so we have to take the leap even with the other option there over to this other thing”?
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
And I don’t want to excoriate people who don’t identify as Black women, because part of the reason why we have had so few options historically is because Black men have been intentionally removed from our families, right?
So when we’re talking about families being sold off from one another during chattel slavery and the transatlantic slave trade, when we are talking about mass incarceration and its impact on our communities and our families, when we are talking even about social welfare programs that used to come to housing developments and tell Black women, “You’re going to get more money for you and your children if there’s not a man in the house,” these intentional family separations made the sisterhood necessary. It’s not that we don’t want to be community with other people. It’s that our circumstances forced us to be in community with one another in a particular way, right?
And part of the reason why I’m so grateful for my partner is I have watched him do his own work about understanding the seduction that a very white supremacist version of patriarchy has for Black men, and to do his work around what it looks like truly to protect and love, not in a paternalistic way, but in a partnering way. And I’m watching so many more Black men, especially younger generations of Black men, really take that journey, so I want to be really clear about that, that a lot of this is circumstantial and born out of necessity.
But to your question, it is hard to tell people to walk the other direction when the first option is still there. Because if you watched your mother take it, and your grandmama take it, and your great-grandmother take it, in part because plenty of them had to take it because they couldn’t go buy a house, they couldn’t go get a checking account, they couldn’t go get a credit card, the jobs that they could get only paid so much, and they still had another option, so let me go rely on the other option.
If you watch generations of them take it, you are working against your epigenetics. You’re working against the things imprinted on your DNA that help you be the person that you are. You’re working against life experience, memory, epigenetics. You’re working against generational trauma, and that’s hard to do.
I also though think that the waking up of white women to realize that there’s actually not safety in the thing, because as you all have heard me say time and again, your whiteness will not protect you from what patriarchy has for you. That letdown is something that plenty of white women think that they can avoid.
It’s been so interesting watching the divorce conversation happen in the zeitgeist, and so many white women who were traditional wives, get on TikTok and say, “My husband had the six-figure job, and we lived in a five-bedroom house, and we went on vacation every month, and I had five children with him, and I never worked. I have a degree, but I never worked, and now I’m living in my car, and I’m trying to figure out how to fund said five children myself because he wants nothing to do with it because he has picked up and moved on and built an entirely new life without us.”
A lot of women out there are delusional enough to feel like that will not be their story. They’re like, “Oh, no. Not me. Not mine. I’m the perfect wife. We have sex 2.7 times a week. We’re good. That would never happen to me.” But it’s interesting to watch how many white women are coming to the realization that not only could it be them, it is them. And that even if they are married, perhaps that marriage is loveless, or even if they are married, perhaps that’s the marriage where they’re not truly thought of as a partner and a fully realized human being.
I remember watching the show Desperate Housewives when it first came out and not all the way understanding it, because I had never seen my mother in a situation where she was down and out where there was not always an entire crew of Black women to help her.
Glennon Doyle:
Wow.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
So the idea that they were living these secret painful lives in isolation, and it was some big revelation when they finally started to reveal things to each other and support each other, I was like, “I don’t understand why this is groundbreaking,” because it was never my life experience.
I do think that it is hard to convince people to make the harder choice when the seemingly easy choice is still right there, because people don’t want to lose. People don’t want to lose the five-bedroom house, people don’t want to lose the country club membership. People don’t want to lose the basic access to something that they think makes them powerful, even though it’s actually stripping them of their power. And so y’all got a lot of work ahead of y’all, but I’m glad to see that there have been some breakthroughs.
Glennon Doyle:
I think it really sadly is. When I think that we believed that the people-mover that you described was always going to at least maintain or progressively increase, even if it was not at the pace that we wanted, rights and liberties, which meant for us.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
And to your point, who was doing that labor? Who was doing the invisible labor of making? It’s like the learned helplessness that people talk about, when they’re like, “Well, I never wash the dishes, but the dishes always get washed.” No. Somebody washed the dishes because you didn’t, right?
Glennon Doyle:
And it was the 98% of Black woman who voted when we voted 53% for-
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
Shout-out to Angela Peoples for that very famous picture of her holding up that sign, right? I think that one of the things that helped break the dam, to say, they were like, “Oh, wait. We are not being sisters, because we voted against our own interests and we voted against the interests of other women. And all the other women figured that out but us, so what’s wrong with us?”
Glennon Doyle:
And now we’re mad because it was supposed to work out for us, so we all-
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
Right. And it did not.
Glennon Doyle:
… showed up at this march super pissed, because we thought we could be real quiet, and the people-mover would get us where we needed to go, and now it didn’t, and now we’re pissed.
I feel like if white women, if we could conjure the feeling, the rage, the deep discontent and anger we have about the men in our lives freeloading off of our labor in our homes, if we could conjure that and understand that is exactly what we have been doing, that we are the freeloaders-
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
Exactly.
Glennon Doyle:
… of democracy, that we have allowed Black women and women of color to carry the mental, physical, the entire load of democracy while we freeload off of it and just watch the game. We are the white men. We are-
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
And to be clear, not just freeloaded, and this is I think the hard part for people, not just freeloaded, but actively participated in the harm, right? Because there’s not just the step of white women discovering I have benefited from labor that I have invisibilized. There’s also the discovery that I have perpetuated white supremacist harm and been a tool of something that was never meant to benefit me, but I thought protected me.
Because if I look at the story of Emmett Till, he’s dead. His mother mourned and had to have an open-casket funeral because she needed the world to see, as she said, what they’d done to my boy. That all happened because a white woman named Carolyn Bryant decided to make up a story. Literally, there was no piece of the story that was remotely true. She made it up out of thin air, knowing full well the environment in which they were, knowing full well the consequences for a Black man if he was accused of even looking at a white woman the wrong way, let alone touching her, talking to her smart, or laying with her, right?
So there are ways in which white women need to first make peace with and atone for the ways in which they have perpetuated white supremacy. So you are taking the benefits of the labor of Black women and women of color around the world while actively making it harder for us to go and win said benefits, and that’s a painful thing to have to swallow. I get that, and yet it’s not untrue.
Glennon Doyle:
Atonement and action and community can happen in numbers.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
That’s right.
Glennon Doyle:
What we’ve done is just all felt really scared and alone and ashamed. Well, the ones who are even open to feeling that, alone and ashamed and petrified by ourselves because we are always by ourselves. Atonement, moving things, creating a more just world, saving democracy can’t happen alone and by ourselves and ashamed in our own houses. And so we can do that, but we can only do that if we take the leap, come together, and start moving together.
And there’s a promise in it. I think this is what my sister and I are talking about so much the last few days. There’s a promise in it. There’s a beautiful alternative. There’s something we could be moving towards, instead of just doing it all out of shame, regret, atonement. Yes, there is that, but there is also this gorgeous possibility that we could have together that we’ve never had before on the other side of it. And so we’ve got to nail that. When I say we, not you. Me and my sister and Abby and Shannon, we’ve got to figure out how to make the invitation irresistible.
Amanda Doyle:
Well, it’s the reclamation, right? I mean, you started, Brittany, with the reclamation of this beautiful faith and the way that the vice president says, “Let’s take back the flag on liberties and freedoms and reproductive justice and all of that.” We have ceded femininity, womanhood, to the idea of being polite and quiet and not making waves. And if we are to reclaim that power and say, “No, it is not this. It is this.”
Glennon Doyle:
Yes. [inaudible 00:54:38]-
Amanda Doyle:
It is sisterhood. It is power. It is connection. I think it’s part of the reclamation and part of the ceding that we shouldn’t have allowed happen, and we did.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
It’s part of the reclamation and it’s part of the new learning, right? So I think about that quote, “Well-behaved women rarely make history,” all the time, because it is true. And as a Black woman, I have been on the receiving end of when white women have decided not to be well-behaved for the sake of history, and I end up under their foot, right?
So again, if you have been oriented toward an individualistic way of thinking, you’re not well-behaved moment, quote-unquote, has you at the center. But to your point, the reclamation is not just you told us that womanhood was this, and we’re actually reclaiming that it is this. It’s also an expansion to say we were unclear that womanhood was also about the sorority and the sisterhood and the power of the collective in that, and so we’re expanding our understanding and definition of it to include this.
Part of why I talk about white supremacy culture so much, and that’s not like a phrase I made up. Researchers over time have talked about and defined the elements of white supremacy culture that exist outside of purely systemic things, laws and policies, and that exist outside of purely institutional things, like practices at your workplace, right?
But the culture that Beverly Tatum calls the smog that we all breathe in, that’s the stuff all around us. That’s the way we dress. That’s what we consider feminine and not feminine. That’s the media. That’s the words that we to describe a white woman and a Black woman differently doing the exact same thing, right? That is the culture of white supremacy, of patriarchy, of heteronormativity, of capitalism, et cetera.
That culture, because it is that smog that we all breathe in, it gets up into everybody’s lungs. It gets up into everybody’s respiratory system, and it can be very difficult to detox yourself from that, and then, with great intention, go and gather different inputs, right? Because, yeah, I can detox myself from the bad air, but I still got to go back outside, so how am I putting my mask on? Right?
And so I say that to say this, because the white supremacist culture has been centered on hoarding power, has been centered on individualism versus the collective power and shared power, and other things, that it feels completely against your muscle memory to be doing these things.
And part of the benefit that Black women have is that even though there have been many attempts to steal our culture, our language, our beliefs, our faiths, especially in America, what we knitted together was something brand new and unique unto us. Pulling together all of those pieces from different tribes who suddenly had to become one tribe if we were going to survive.
So the benefit of that was us saying, “Yeah. We’ve got some resistance. We’ve got some antidotes, some vaccines against us being overly individualized,” because we recognize that even if you were Igbo and you were Yoruba, that we came from societies of collective power, so we’re going to have memory of those things and infuse it in the rest of what we do, even if we call it something else and it looks different, and it didn’t look traditional to you or to me or to your country or my country or your tribe. We’re going to knit that thing together and use it to protect us. There is power in us being rooted in things we can’t even translate, in languages we have never learned, in people we have never met, in ancestry that runs through our veins, that compels us consistently to be for and with one another.
That is not the experience of being white in the world. That is not the experience of being a white woman in the world. So to bring sisterhood into the definition of womanhood for white women is to intentionally expand what it has meant for all time until the day you declare it is not that anymore.
Abby Wambach:
I’m just going to say this. I’m just going to say this.
Glennon Doyle:
That is it.
Abby Wambach:
I’m going to say this, and it could be wrong, I don’t know. But when people watch our US Women’s National team, I believe that something deep inside of us women go, “There it is.” It’s this-
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
Yeah. I agree with that.
Abby Wambach:
… collective connection-
Amanda Doyle:
That makes sense-
Abby Wambach:
… and it’s deeper. It’s why it makes you cry, because it’s this longing, this power, this community, this team mentality. I don’t know if this-
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
I agree with that. And you know what’s so interesting? That same kind of affection and deep joy in seeing it on the US women’s soccer team is not what the average American experience is when they watch the WNBA.
Amanda Doyle:
Exactly.
Abby Wambach:
That’s right. That’s right. Although now, I would say the team is more diverse than it’s ever been. There are half women of color that are now on it, and so it’s because it’ll be interesting to see how they are received-
Amanda Doyle:
But it’s still-
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
Are received.
Amanda Doyle:
But soccer is still more rooted in whiteness, and the WNBA is rooted in Blackness-
Abby Wambach:
Blackness. Yup.
Amanda Doyle:
… in there. So there’s a different-
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
Which is such an American thing, because if you go anywhere in the world, football is not rooted in whiteness.
Amanda Doyle:
I know.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
I just want to be real clear.
Abby Wambach:
So true.
Amanda Doyle:
But the sport thing is big because something that I haven’t-
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
It is.
Amanda Doyle:
… talked about very much, which seems like the obvious elephant in the room to me, is that white women got scared. Trump scared even us.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
I think Dobbs scared y’all even more.
Amanda Doyle:
Yeah. Dobbs. Trump and Dobbs scared us, and then we were like, “We need to get out of this.” And one of the reasons, that meetup wasn’t because it was the right thing to do, wasn’t because it’s what we owed to the world. It’s because we saw that Black women knew how to do it. That it was effective.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
Yeah. Who said there’s a template.
Amanda Doyle:
That we needed to win, and that’s what it takes to win.
Glennon Doyle:
We needed it literally to say WinWithBlackWomen. We needed it to be-
Amanda Doyle:
Yeah. We’re like-
Glennon Doyle:
… really literal.
Amanda Doyle:
… “Okay,” because we clearly don’t know how to win, so what we need to do is do that.
Glennon Doyle:
But you’re so right, Amanda. That’s what, yeah.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
Abby, let me ask you. Oh. Go ahead. Go ahead.
Abby Wambach:
I love listening to you talk. Ask me the question.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
So here’s my question. Do you feel like sports gave you a different orientation towards sisterhood that you felt when you were on the field, in the locker room, on the bus, than when you were outside of it?
Abby Wambach:
Yes. And there was still this complete understanding that we were being ruled and run by men. In that little outer layer-
Amanda Doyle:
Concentric circle?
Abby Wambach:
Yes. That layer just beyond us, just beyond our locker room, we knew that the men were making the decisions. We knew that the men were deciding on our contracts and how much to pay us.
And so inside of this circle, we knew that the way to maintain our strength and power and win is to do it unified and collectively. And we’ve been doing this since the ’90s, and this has been passed on generation after generation. This is the Julie Foudy, Mia Hamm days, to the time that I played, to the time that now equal pay is a real thing. And it’s not a surprise that when the leadership of that concentric circle on the outside of the team changed from male to female, it is no surprise that equal pay started to take form, that we were able to achieve that.
So I think that interestingly enough, in my retirement, I do feel less safe and less protected. And whenever I am around my teammates, just even being in their presence, I feel like, “Oh, yeah. I’m safe again.” It’s this interesting vibe like, “Oh, wow.” And even when I’m with Glennon, I don’t know if you’ve noticed, but I’ve become a bigger version of myself around my teammates.
Glennon Doyle:
Yeah, that’s true.
Abby Wambach:
I become more secure, and in numbers, it’s just the way that it is.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
Yeah, yeah. And that immediate goal, I’m sure, of equitable pay, fair treatment, decision-making power, et cetera, that much more immediate goal even, although I’m sure it needed to be more immediate than it actually was, but that tangible goal, I should say, I think it probably moved y’all to that place faster. No?
Abby Wambach:
That’s right. Yeah, of course. I think a lot about my time on the national team, and hindsight is 20/20, and so I feel intense jealousy that they were able to achieve pay equity and I wasn’t. And I also have to remember that had I not done what I did during the time that I did it, that they would never have been able to achieve it when they did, right?
And so you have to have people, like women who came before Julie Foudy, who worked on Title IX and got Title IX going, that people don’t know a lot of these women’s names. We have to get comfortable. Us white women especially have to get comfortable being no-named people in the fight of progressive freedom.
Glennon Doyle:
Is there something about the team? I feel like it will take me a lifetime to unlearn the individualness of white womanhood. I am just starting to understand how individual I have lived, and that’s okay. That’s cool. I’m going to do it.
But I see it sometimes, I don’t understand your team mentality in lots of ways. I’m going to say this in general. If there is a person on the national team with-
Abby Wambach:
With counter-
Glennon Doyle:
With-
Abby Wambach:
… views.
Glennon Doyle:
… homophobic views. I’m just going to say whatever.
Abby Wambach:
Yeah, say it.
Glennon Doyle:
Abby and I will have conversations until we are screwed into our floor about this. I think absolutely not. You cannot have someone representing our country who is having these views, and I’m on this side. And Abby has this, she said to me, “We’re going to win. They put her there because she’s going to win. We’re going to win.”
And I think that’s blasphemy to me. I can’t. But then I think is there something in it for me to learn in terms of white women and sisterhood and how we do not know how not to turn on each other, and how we nitpick and divide? And maybe right now, I need to be saying, “Oh, no, we’re just going to win.” I don’t know.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
Let me say this. There is a tendency among Black folks, which sometimes is healthy and sometimes is not, to not air our dirty laundry. Now, when it comes to mental health and assault and things like that, that happen in our families just like they happen in everybody’s families, and people are shamed into silence about them, this is not a healthy thing.
There are times though, when we are smart enough to say the world doesn’t mean us any good, so I’m going to protect you from the world, even while I get you together inside the house. And again, I’m not talking about those other things I was talking about before. Those people need to be called out.
But when it comes to Black women’s sisterhood, so often the choice that we are making is to take it to the group chat and not to Twitter. There are conversations swirling right now about a particular Black woman who, shall I say, her views and the way that she’s expressed them have riled up a lot of people. And people are talking about the content of what she’s saying, but there are folks that know her well or that have experienced her more intimately who are not saying a mumbling word.
Because what we’re not going to do is put you out there on an island by yourself and harm your ability to work, your ability to make a living, your ability to maintain your mental wellness, your ability to maintain your reputation, and when people have broken that code, we’ve called them out. We’re saying, “You don’t need to write that article. There don’t need to be no more think pieces on this.”
And I’m not saying that’s consistent across the board, person to person, and that everybody abides by a set code, but overall, there is a spoken and unspoken understanding that first do no harm, because the world is already set up to do you harm. So what do I look like adding to it?
Now, behind closed doors, in the house, in the sisterhood, in the sorority, I’m pulling your coat tail. I’m telling you, “Baby girl, this is not it.” Or I’m at the very least saying, “Hey, let’s talk, because I want to understand where you’re coming from. Maybe I don’t get it. Maybe I don’t hear you. Maybe I don’t see you. Maybe there’s stuff we can learn from each other.”
And listen, a person is open to whether or not they want to receive that on their own, but the effort is made. Because at the end of the day, we don’t want to put each other in a position to be more harmed by the world, and we don’t want to stand idly by while we watch people put themselves in a position to be harmed more by the world.
Abby Wambach:
That’s good.
Glennon Doyle:
That’s good.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
That’s what sisterhood means.
Abby Wambach:
That’s good.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
It doesn’t mean lying. It means being extremely honest. It means being honest because I love you in the most productive and protective way.
Abby Wambach:
Damn. That was helpful.
Glennon Doyle:
Yeah, that was.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
But what I hear you talking about with the soccer team is you’re like, “Listen, I don’t agree with the way she feels. I’m hurt by the way she feels. I don’t like the way she operates. We have tension in the locker room.” All of that stuff is true. And, “If we go up and we fight for equal pay for everybody but her, then the whole goal is harmed for everybody.”
Abby Wambach:
That’s right. That’s right.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
Right? And I don’t want her to not get what she deserves just because I’m still working on the way that she feels. It’s a different positioning. It’s a different posturing. Not one that doesn’t hold people accountable, but one that holds people accountable in a way that they still have the room to grow and to receive what is duly owed them.
Glennon Doyle:
Jesus. It’s a good idea that you pray a lot. It is working.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
Well, I’m glad my momma taught me how to pray, because that’s where I got it from. And I also, I am speaking from a lived experience because I’m the beneficiary of sisterhood, right? Because I have had people pull my coat tail, because I have had people say in private, “I got your back in public, but that’s not it. Let’s work on something else. Let’s try something else.”
Abby Wambach:
That’s good.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
Or the people who pick up the phone, and they call and they say, “Hey, just so you know, this is coming. I blocked and tackled for you in this way. Now, I need you to do X, Y, and Z to protect yourself.” That is my story as the beneficiary as much as it is my story attempting to be the benefactor for somebody else.
Abby Wambach:
That’s so good.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
And so when I speak to this, and so much of my book is about this, but when I speak to the sisterhood of Black women, it’s because we are called by our foremothers into a divine place that we should be so clear and forceful not to allow to be interrupted, because these are the things that have kept us alive. These are the things that have given us joy where there shouldn’t have been any, creativity where it wasn’t allowed, family where it was literally forbidden by law. It was through this sisterhood that we were able to create the spaces that saved us and that hold us and that heal us.
And so we owe it to our ancestors to make them proud and to be as good of a descendant as the ancestors were becoming, right? That I have a responsibility to those who built the space for me to exist in, and I have a responsibility to make sure that space is ever more safe, ever more beautiful, ever more powerful for anybody coming up after me, and that I want people to rue the day that they ever thought they were going to come break us apart. Try it if you want to. Fuck around and find out.
Abby Wambach:
Okay. There it is. There we are. That, my friends, is what we call a mic drop.
Glennon Doyle:
The end. Bye-
Abby Wambach:
We loved it.
Glennon Doyle:
… Pod Squad. The pod is over. That will be our last episode. Fine by me-
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
I love y’all very much, and I’m glad we had this conversation. I hope it helps somebody.
Glennon Doyle:
We love you so much.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
And heals somebody.
Abby Wambach:
For sure it will.
Glennon Doyle:
We love you so much, Brittany. Thank you so much for the time and energy and brilliance that you just offered to us. It means the absolute world to me, and God, I’m grateful for you.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
The feeling is mutual. The feeling-
Glennon Doyle:
Bye Pod Squad.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
… is very mutual. We’re going to have to do part two of this on Undistracted when we come back from-
Abby Wambach:
That’s right.
Glennon Doyle:
Yes. September, you’re coming back, right?
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
September 5th, we’re dropping that-
Glennon Doyle:
Yes, September.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
… first September episode. Yeah.
Glennon Doyle:
We will be following. The Pod Squad will be following. September 5th is when the first episode drops, you said?
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
Yes. September 5th. First episode of season three.
Glennon Doyle:
So damn good. But you can go back and listen to all the old ones now.
Amanda Doyle:
I know they will now.
Glennon Doyle:
They’re there.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
People have been doing that a lot lately, actually, with that time.
Glennon Doyle:
I bet they have. They’ve mostly been-
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
Heartwarming.
Glennon Doyle:
I bet they have, Brittany.
Brittany Packnett Cunningham:
People are like, “I need some thought partners here in these wild times of ours,” so I’m glad that Undistracted’s been a thought partner.
Glennon Doyle:
All right. Bye, Pod Squad.
Abby Wambach:
See you next time.
Glennon Doyle:
See you next time.
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