Quitting: When is it time to let something or someone go?
August 10, 2021
Glennon Doyle:
Hi everybody, thanks for coming back to We Can Do Hard Things. This episode is about the power of quitting. It’s about quitting as self-care and as an act of self-love and as resistance. We recorded this episode before Simone Biles stepped away from an Olympic moment in order to protect her own mental, physical, and emotional health, and judging by the world’s reaction to her no, we think we’re onto something with this conversation. Because the world loses its damn mind when a woman decides to abandon the world’s expectations of her, instead of abandoning herself, when a woman decides to disappoint the entire world before she disappoints herself, when a woman values her own experience above our experience of her, when a woman says, “I am more than what you can get from me, I choose me.” And judging by the response to Megan Markle’s, “No,” to Naomi Osaka’s “No,” and to Simone Biles’ “No,” the world especially loses it when the woman who dares to insist upon and protect her own humanity happens to be a Black woman. Let’s get started.
Thanks for being here. Today we’re going to talk about something that’s near and dear to my heart, and that is quitting. I was raised by a football coach, which was interesting for my Enneagram for deeply empathic, sensitive poet soul. My sweet father would say things to me often like… Well, if I sat down and said I was tired after school, he would say, “Glennon, you can rest when you’re dead.” Okay, I was seven. “Suck it up, buttercup, it’s too far from your heart to hurt.” All of these sort of things where my, I guess, motivational speeches?
Amanda Doyle:
Great for a linebacker, not so great for a toddler.
GD:
Right, maybe, maybe. And then I go out of my home and venture out into the world and learn that this cultural obsession with what we have defined as toughness, resilience, never quitting, is freaking everywhere. We hear, “Winners never quit, quitters never win, that which doesn’t kill us makes stronger, suck it up, never give up.” All of these messages, and I don’t buy it. I am here today to challenge this resilience at all costs narrative. I am here on behalf of quitting, as the strong wise thing to do quite often. And I’m here to do it with the two toughest non-quitters on earth, Abby Wambach and Amanda Doyle. And we are calling this episode “We Can Quit Hard Things.” Sister, why don’t you start us off, you never, never, never quitter.
AD:
Well, I will have you know that… When you told me we were talking about this, of course I did what I do, which is research things.
GD:
Of course.
AD:
And I was looking for quotes and theories about quitting. And I will let you know that your bride came up at the top of the Google’s quotes about quitting. Here it is, and I’m quoting an Abby voice, “You must not only have competitiveness, but ability, regardless of the circumstances you face, to never quit.”
Abby Wambach:
Oh my God, that’s so funny.
AD:
Yeah, it’s you, you’re up there. And then I found this quote from your bride, Abby. When asked by a journalist, “How do you not quit?” Glennon says, “Oh, I do quit, quitting is my favorite. Every day I quit, every single day. I wake up and I care the most amount, and then at some point I put it all away and melt to my people and my couch and food and nothingness. And I care not at all. Begin and quit every day, it’s the only way to survive.”
GD:
Amen. I would never start hard things if I didn’t know that quitting was just on the horizon.
AD:
That was your self-care strategy too, in the self-care episode, right?
GD:
That’s right.
AD:
Just self-care is just constant spiritual practice of quitting.
GD:
That’s right. But babe, talk to us a little bit about your incorrect statement about quitting, when you were talking about how important it is to not quit. Why don’t you tell us your theories?
AW:
Well, listen, we’re all different. We all grew up in different ways, and I played sports for 30 years, and doing it at a level that quitting wasn’t part of your vocabulary. But I think as it relates to any athletes, you are taught the opposite of quitting is winning. Quitting is, in fact, losing. You can’t actually win if you quit. You can’t stay in the game, you can’t stay in the practice, and what I learned over the course of my career is if I just didn’t give up, I was allowed to keep playing. And I was good enough that I was allowed to keep playing. And that, I know that some people might completely disagree with me, but I believe that that mindset is the reason why I was able to win championships and play at the high level that I did for so many years.
GD:
And you still have that.
AW:
Yeah, it’s still inside of me, I can’t completely get rid of it. Like for instance… And this is the bane of your existence, Glennon, but I fancy myself like a home fix-it person.
GD:
Oh, sweet Jesus.
AW:
And it’s just not true. I know it’s not true, but I think I still fancy myself that way. I like to think of myself as the lesbian who can fix shit. I like that, I like feeling that way about myself. So, for an example, I ordered this new griddle, outdoor grill. It’s the craze, my brother told me about it, and it’s a propane grill that I now need to convert from propane to natural gas, because we have a pipe that comes out of the wall. Well, now I have spent probably collectively 10 hours building this thing and trying to convert it, because what I’ve done is stripped the thread… Basically I broke it. And I’m now actually considering paying somebody to come fix it.
GD:
Why do you think it is that you cannot quit those things? You look at a grill and it’s falling apart, and you say that you don’t want to give up because then you feel like you’ve wasted all the time you put into the thing.
AD:
That’s a real thing. So there’s this idea of sunk cost, so sunk cost is basically any unrecoverable costs that you’ve already incurred. So say you’re like, “I’m buying software for my job,” and you spend 500 bucks and you spend a day training on it, and then you realize, “Oh, this isn’t working, this is not going to work.”
You will actually want to continue using it because you spent the money and the time on it, but it’s completely irrational because you’re never going to recover that anyway. So a rational thinking is I am only going to count future costs and benefits, but that’s not how we operate as people. So we will continue, because of the sense of regret and feeling like a loss, even though that loss is that loss, you’re never going to get it back. You incur future losses, you throw good time and good money at the already sunk cost, because you will not take that loss, even though you’re definitely already taking that loss. And we do it in relationships. We say, “I can’t have wasted that six years of my life, I can’t have…”, but it’s all that kind of fallacy of, “There’s some way to resurrect that loss if I just keep doing it.”
GD:
It’s that meme that everyone passes around that says something like, “Don’t keep making a mistake just because you spent a lot of time making it.” I really, really have a very different idea about quitting. And I know, babe, that I was never an Olympian, so this might be one of the reasons that I was never an Olympian. But I respect your point of view on quitting, I get it, I see the beauty that comes from that way of life.
For me, I’ve been thinking a lot about why I believe so much in quitting as a really strong thing to do sometimes. And I think it’s because so much of my life, I came to life because of a big quit. People who face a rock bottom in their life, like a major mental health crisis, often have this gift. This gift comes with major breakdown, which is that you are one of the only humans who are lucky enough to be taught how to be human. It’s like so many people never have the gift of everything falling apart and saying, “Oh, I can’t do life, help me.”
People who go into recovery, like I did, tend to have programs and groups and therapy that teaches you how to be human, which we don’t teach people in school. I was a third grade teacher, I remember teaching ancient Egypt hieroglyphics for six months, but never being like, “Here is a feeling, here is a boundary, here’s what will inevitably will happen when you’re being human.” So I learned that quitting, for me, means and meant… It’s like the ultimate responsibility to me, it’s like the ultimate living responsibly. Because through almost dying from addiction, I learned nobody’s going to handle my shit for me. I almost died. Nobody is going to look at my life and say, “That’s not working for you, that’s not working for you.” Nobody is going to protect me except for me.
So, when something stops working for me, when something actually starts to affect my peace, it’s my responsibility to stop it and start something else. It’s like the definition of the word responsible, meaning able to respond. My job as a sober person is to protect my peace, and so when something, whether it’s a relationship or a job or a way of life or an idea, that threatens that stability for me, my job is to respond and get rid of it. So quitting for me feels like a powerful thing to do. What about you, sister?
AD:
Well, I just think the quitting is such a fascinating word. It’s like both over-inclusive and under inclusive. We use quitting for eliminating from our lives really, really harmful things. You quit smoking, you quit drinking, you quit bingeing, all of these things, and then we also use it for jobs and for things that are irresponsible. “She promised to do that for me and then she just quit.” So it’s this kind of word that doesn’t make any sense when we apply it to everything, I just wish there were different words to use for a positive. “Congratulations, you let go of that thing that wasn’t working for you”. And then another one that was, “You really let yourself or other people down by not sitting with your discomfort enough to fulfill that for yourself.” It just seems like it’s an odd word.
GD:
Yes.
AD:
And so, I was thinking about that and I looked it up, and the Latin origin of that word of the word quit is quietus, and it actually means to set free. So it’s to be free and clear of something, and also the other origin of the word is calm and resting. So we took the idea of quitting, and then it was only 700 years later where it started having this negative connotation. And that, not to my mind coincidentally, was during the industrial revolution, and it started to be like quitting time. That means being free of work, being free. It’s your resting time, it’s quitting time from your job, and then it started to have this negative connotation at that point. So I feel like, since that point, it’s been like, “What a quitter,” it’s bad.
GD:
Quitters are losers, that’s where that came in. Because what you’re saying is that when our worth as human beings became tied to productivity, it became important for the cultural idea to be, “Never stop, and if you stop, you’re a loser. And if you keep going at all costs, to your body, to your relationships, to anything, you’re a winner,” right?
AD:
Right. If capitalism is the relentless pursuit of productivity, any resting, or being free from work, is a loser’s way of doing things.
GD:
Amazing. What is your personal relationship with quitting?
AD:
I think I have a very complicated-
GD:
This is fascinating.
AD:
Well, I see what you’re saying, because much to the way that you’re saying your ultimate responsibility is not accepting, “If you continue to do this, it will work out well.” I feel like I have maybe swallowed that promise of, “If you show up, if you work hard, if you push through pain, if you can see it all the way through, things work out,” and that is not necessarily true. But I think that I have kind of prided myself on that, and I’ve stayed in some shitty situations because of it. But I think there’s also this very, very gray area, which is for example, when I was working at the law firm, and I was so freaking miserable, and I remember I hated it so much. And you and mom, I feel like once a month, would have this intervention with me and tell me to quit. And I remember just being so annoyed and frustrated by that because I was like, “I am doing a thing here. I know what I’m doing. I am staying here because I am paying off my loans. I’m setting myself up to have the future freedom to do what I want to do. I’m taking care of my future-self right now, even at the expense of my current self.”
That, actually, I don’t know if that’s a story I’m telling myself, but I do believe, when I look at my life, that that did afford future self-freedom to myself. I was setting myself free in the future in a way that, had I just quit in that moment. I think I would still be tethered into so many debts, and not have the freedom I have right now. So I think it’s complicated.
GD:
Do you feel that every advantage also becomes a disadvantage in our lives? Do you feel that that theory that you have about, your present self’s job is to prepare and work for your future self? Do you see that, to not quit, no matter what your present self is saying to you, what your mind is saying, your feelings, your intuition, your body, your people, no matter what they’re saying to you, you carry on, because in some way, this will bring great reward to your future self. At what point does your present self ever get to be happy?
AD:
Correct. So this is my ultimate, this is my existential fear of my entire existence, which is that I love so much building a life that I don’t ever live inside of one. So I have this horizon view of life, where I am always thinking, what is going to be the next thing? What am I setting myself up for? I am so fixated on that thing, and how to get there, that I never actually arrive there. I never, because then I’m fixated on the next thing. I am not seeing any part of the journey and I’m not talking about, enjoy every moment. Like, Jesus, I’m talking about just even experiencing any of it, or ever having any gratification in any of the episodic arrivals of what I had been pursuing, because then it’s just the next thing, and the next thing. And the next thing.
GD:
It reminds me of our great grandfather, the story about our grandfather, who never took a day off of work, right. I remember dad would tell us the story, never, ever took a day off of work, so that one day he could travel with his wife, right?
AD:
He wanted to retire a couple of years earlier, he was storing them all up so he and he and my grandma could travel. Yep.
AW:
And then what happened?
GD:
Then she died.
AW:
Oh my God.
AD:
Mm-hmm.
GD:
And they never traveled.
AW:
Listen, that is the saddest thing. And you know what, sister, I think before I got sober, I had the opposite problem where I was just trying to live so much in the present, that I didn’t want to think about anything into the future. And maybe there is some sort of middle ground here, right, where we’re making days that are going to positively affect our future somehow. I don’t know. I feel like you and I have opposite problems that if we just smushed together, we could become a perfect person.
GD:
Well, it’s interesting. It’s like, I think it’s Annie Dillard, who said, “How we spend our days is how we spend our life.” We think about, everybody’s always saying, “How do you avoid deathbed regret?” That’s what you’re saying, sister, is what if one day, on my death bed, I regret never having lived this life that I’m so desperately trying to build constantly? And I’m so good at building. And the only way that I can think of to avoid deathbed regret is to avoid bedtime regret, right. Which is trying to spend part of your days aligned with what you love.
AD:
Well, it’s true. So this is something that I just learned today, and I’m wondering if this is going to freak you out with delight as much as it freaks me out. Probably not, but-
AW:
I’m so excited.
AD:
I was thinking about this horizon thing and, “What the hell is wrong with me?” Okay. This is what I learned. So if quitting is the opposite of striving, okay. So you’re continuing to try to strive for things. We view quitting as this, “That’s going to buy us happiness,” right? Positing the idea of quitting as, “If I am having a terrible experience, the quitting of it will release me from that terrible experience.” I’m not sure that is, first of all, big question mark. Everyone has this fantasy of, “I’m going to quit my job, and I’m going to move to Bali, and I’m just going to ride in a canoe, or some, whatever the hell your fantasy is.”
GD:
No, it doesn’t work. I’ve moved everywhere. That’s the destination life. That’s the tragedy of, “Wherever you go, there you are, so go ahead to see.
AD:
Right. But I feel like that’s an important part of the quitting. Whatever the fantasy we’re holding up is, it assumes that it’s going to be good for us, that it’s going to, so hey, maybe not. I don’t know, but so there is this concept called, “Hedonic adaptation.” Okay. Just bear with me for a second. It’s this idea that we adapt. So it’s the idea that we have this baseline level of happiness, okay, that we return to. It doesn’t matter the awesome or terrible things that happen to us, that there is only… So, 50% of our total happiness is sheer genetics, chemical makeup. That, to me is, that might be depressing to some people. That is such a freaking relief. It’s all of this idea of that I am just one decision and one achievement away from happiness, and that that’s literally not true, that I’m literally just going to be as happy as I am, and only 10% of happiness is due to circumstances.
So there’s this 40% that’s within our control, okay, that we could like change something about our lives. But it’s that everything that we do, including quitting your job, you have the fantasy of quitting your job. You have the fantasy of not being married to this person, it’s going to change your life. Okay, maybe, but actually you just adapt that level of happiness into yourself, and you re-acclimate. And then the next thing, you acclimate that, your emotional self metabolizes that, and you end up the exact same level of happiness.
GD:
Interesting. Okay. I feel that you are someone who has done some research to support your theory that quitting is not going to be helpful. I hear you. I feel like I want to get into one of the things that I would ask you all, which is to think about some of the best quits, or the best non-quits in your life, right. I actually have made a few quits that I know dramatically affected my joy, and freedom, and power, and peace. I don’t know about happiness. I don’t know what that is, but certainly I would say quitting drinking, right, was the biggest, most important quit of my life, and like all important quits, I never think of it really as quitting. I think of it as starting something else, starting down this path of sobriety.
AW:
Which I think it’s important, babe, to talk about the actual word itself and how we use it. Actually, you might not even need to use the word, “Quit,” right? So I think that it’s important-
AD:
“Got free from.” You got free from.
AW:
Yeah. Every person has to define what that means for them, because, “Quit,” might mean the complete opposite from one person to the next.
GD:
Yeah. So I like that. Okay. So I freed myself from alcohol, so that I could start living, deeply. Leaving a broken marriage, right, was one of the best and most important and empowering quits of my life. I just remember being constantly so angry at my ex-husband, even after all the healing that we had done, and obsessing about the infidelity, and so much more. And I remember one morning thinking, the track in my head was, “How could he do this to me? How could he have done this to me? How could he have done this to me?” That was in my head over and over again, and suddenly it just switched to wait, “How could I do this to me?” He’s done and dusted, there’s nothing else he can do to undo that. I’m the one who continuously is choosing this every single day. I’m the one who’s not being responsible to my own joy and my own peace and my own-
AW:
That’s right.
GD:
So, babe, I think rethinking the ending of a marriage, I think is interesting. We were talking to your friend recently, and she was reporting that one of your mutual friends was going through a divorce, and we were all sitting in a little table and you said, “Oh my God, that’s so sad. It’s so sad. I feel so bad for her.” And I just remember looking at you and just being like, “I just want to rethink that compulsory reaction to divorce.” Actually, in some ways divorce is always good, because clearly it was bad. Clearly the relationship was bad. Nobody wakes up in the morning and is like, “You know what, what the hell? We’re bored. Let’s get divorced.” It’s the end of a long, suffering, struggling road. So-
AW:
And they say that it wouldn’t end unless it was hard and bad, because otherwise it wouldn’t end.
GD:
Right. So sometimes I just remember thinking, looking at you and that reaction, we were all, the compulsory reaction, “Oh, it’s so sad,” and thinking, “What if this is not sad at all? What if this is the most strong, hopeful, creative triumph that this woman has ever had?” What if this is the beginning of her life?
AW:
Coming from me, somebody who has literally had the positive experience of divorce. It’s so ingrained in us, I’ve had the positive experience of divorce, of leaving a marriage, you leaving a marriage, and us finding something better and more true and beautiful. It’s because it’s so deep in all of us, this narrative that we have about divorce. Yeah.
GD:
Yeah. Stay, even if you’re miserable. Stay, even if you’re… Staying is winning, quitting is losing. Not my lived experience, right. What about you all? What are your, and by the way, let’s mention that so much of this quitting, ability to leave a job, ability to leave a relationship, ability to leave a toxic community, is so much based on privilege.
AW:
Yeah.
AD:
Mm-hmm.
GD:
Right? I was able to leave that marriage because I had savings, because I had people helping me, because I was able, even, I was thinking about this last night, even quitting alcohol and drugs is based on privilege. I had access to therapy. I had a car to get me to recovery meetings.
AW:
Yes.
GD:
Sister, what’s a good quit of yours? Or Abby, do you want to go? Because you were just talking about marriage. Tell us a quitting story.
AW:
Well, obviously, I feel like I’m a middle in between you and sister, sister’s hardcore, “Never quit,” mentality. You’re like, “Quit every day.” I have learned from both of these mentalities and I have learned lessons from both of these mentalities and have had positive reinforcements and quite frankly, I think the reason why I was such a really big alcoholic is because I was really a refuser of quitting.
GD:
Yeah.
AW:
I was really righteous about this like, “Don’t ever quit.” But when I dropped that narrative and I stepped into sobriety, it’s the thing that I think I’m the most proud of in terms of moving beyond. That was a season of my life. And I don’t really love thinking about the regrets of my life. The truth is, is I believe that our lives are our decisions in what we do and quitting drinking was the thing that impacted my life the most. I was going through a really weird time that I quit playing soccer and I quit traveling the world. I quit representing my country. I quit being a teammate. I quit a marriage. I quit drinking all within a five-month period of my life.
GD:
Mm-hmm.
AW:
And had I not done all of those things, Glennon, I met you like a month later, I think we would have missed each other. And so I attribute so much of my happiness now to moments where my life wasn’t working for me in the way that it was presenting itself. And I had to make choices. And some of those choices involved, quitting things that weren’t serving me. And because of that, I was able to actually meet you where you were. So yeah, I’ve had some really good experiences with quitting. And I see you actually, one of the… You model it for me so often every night, when you power down, you run out of Glennon. I love that because I’m like, “Oh, yeah, we’ve had a day. We get to chill, right?
GD:
Good time. Mm-hmm.
AW:
Yeah, I love it.
GD:
What about you, sister? Some good quits or bad quits?
AD:
Well, I will just say. I will just say, Abby just talked about meeting you. I think in defense of not quitting, I would like to mention that the day you were scheduled to fly to the convention in which you met Abby for the first time you did call me from the gate saying, “Please, you are my sister, you are my manager. What I’m asking to you to do and what I need you to do is tell me that I do not have to get on this plane. My body is tired. I do not want to go. I am done, okay?”
GD:
Mm-hmm.
AD:
I’ll just say that. In defense of not quitting-
AW:
Thank you, sister.
GD:
As you posit that, I would like to… What is it when I try to undo the posit you just made? I would like to deposit this.
AD:
Deposit.
GD:
This is so interesting because when I think about that moment when I called you, I think I was crying. I was so upset, I was so upset. And by the way, it was the first stop on my book tour. It was the beginning. I know. But listen, I know what was happening at that point. When I was about to go on a nationwide book tour to tell a story that I wasn’t sure in my bones that I believed.
AD:
Mm-hmm.
GD:
I was about to tell The Love Warrior story, which was about the redemption of my marriage and I didn’t know really at the end of the day if it was redeemed or if I was just forcing it to be real. So my body does… The ways that I know that I have to stop something, that something is not serving me, is first, I get really bitter and angry and defensive and nasty and mad at everybody else for making-
AW:
I can agree to this.
GD:
Yes. For making me do things, right? So this is stage one in which I have forgotten that I am a grownup and responsible for my own life and no one else is responsible for my life. And everyone will always ask me to do a million things and no one will save me but me, okay? So I forget, and I’m mad at everyone else for not taking care of me. And then if I don’t handle my business, soon enough my body starts shutting down. I start getting totally exhausted, I start getting… Right, babe?
AW:
Yup.
GD:
So, I believe that that moment in that airport was my body starting to reject what was coming.
AD:
Yeah.
GD:
But thank God, sister, you football coached me up. You told me no guts, no glory. It was time for a Hail Mary pass or something. I don’t know. But I got on the damn plane, thank God.
AW:
Hey, a Hail Mary pass.
GD:
Right? By the way when-
AW:
Prophetic.
GD:
Oh, you’re Mary. Mary Abigail Wambach. Okay. Sister, can you just tell us a story about maybe a good quit or a bad quit or something? A quitting story, right?
AD:
Well, I think no doubt if the being free from… The best being free from was stopping my lifestyle of bingeing and purging, because that was just so all-consuming, it was… I wouldn’t be doing anything with my life if I were still doing that.
GD:
Mm-hmm.
AD:
And then I think in leaving, being free of my marriage was another great one. None of these are in the “quit” areas. They’re just things to get free from that we are very… That we had a prior commitment to pursuing. I think we view quitting as this random, like it’s either people or jobs or substances, where I feel like the work that I could do most dramatically on my life are kind of quitting my commitment to ways of thinking about things.
AW:
Amen.
GD:
Like what?
AD:
Well, like that idea of constantly striving. The happiness is just, once I start saving $100 a month for my kids’ college, I’ll feel financially secure.
GD:
Mm-hmm.
AD:
Once I fold all this laundry, my head will be in order.
GD:
Yeah.
AD:
And then the longer term ones, because that same… Because that leads to lack of rest, that leads to lack of freedom. It’s like so much is ingrained in our commitment to continuing to believe and think with a certain framework that I think that the quitting, the setting free from is so much more expansive than the way we think about it. Sometimes I think that the relationship and the jobs are false, they’re a little bit like false profits.
GD:
Yes.
AD:
We are deeply sad and that’s why I will continue to go back to my hedonic theory, because I do think that it is true that they said that the ways that you impact happiness, like we think if we leave our job or some marriages, yes, you need to leave. Leaving my job was one of the best decisions I ever made, my other job. But I also think that A, when you’re in it and deciding to leave, are you taking… Is that in support of yourself? Are you going to have the maximum freedom for yourself after? And then B, I think that they’re kind of… Those are the easy buttons in some ways.
GD:
Yes. So, when you say that, I think of when you said, “If I quit my job,” every day you’re like, “My job is too stressful, everything’s too stressful. This is too hard. My dream is to quit my job and become a gardener in Bali.”
AD:
Mm-hmm.
GD:
You would be the most stressed out, over productive Bali gardener that ever existed.
AD:
Correct.
GD:
You would ruin your freaking Balinian life.
AD:
Yeah. Kicked out of Bali. Yes.
GD:
Yes.
AD:
That’s correct.
GD:
Because the problem there would be that you switched the outer part of your life without switching the inner belief system that will make you bring that striving self to whatever situation you’re in. And you’re not, you’re just rearranging chairs on the Titanic.
AD:
And I think that that’s liberating. For anyone who is listening to this that’s like me, please find the liberation in this theory. I always thought I have all of these wonderful things. I have all the ingredients of a happy life. Of a life that… For someone who should be very happy and grateful, but yet I am not happy and grateful and there is something deeply broken about me. But then I think, “No, guess what? The science is telling me, I just…” Whatever your universe is, you acclimate to it and it becomes your new baseline, okay?
GD:
Mm-hmm.
AD:
So there’s not something wrong with you that you’re not feeling this deep abiding sunshine worth of gratitude all the time.
GD:
Right.
AD:
That the only things that are… You’re constantly looking for the next thing. So the only things that actually are susceptible to not this hedonic adaptation are just a few things. And one of them is this idea of gratifications. If you can find something that is challenging for you, that you get lost in, that is something that doesn’t metabolize. You can keep doing it, and also the experiences. Like what you were saying about quitting and actually living in your experiences and being grateful for it. And I also think that one of the reasons that I have gratitude for my marriage and my job are because I had a super shitty marriage-
GD:
Amen.
AD:
… and a super shitty job. I can’t compare those things in a way that gives me gratitude because I haven’t had them.
GD:
Yes. For everyone. Who’s going through. It’s the idea of nobody enjoys the sun more than somebody who was in the rain for a really, really long time. Abby and I talk about that all the time. I mean, we’re so grateful for having had first marriages that did not serve us because we wake up grateful every day, right? I’m grateful to be in California right now after… Our kids are so grateful. Every time we walk by a pride flag, every time we see different sorts of people, we just feel grateful in a way that people who’ve lived here for a long time probably would think was wild, but it’s because of where we came from that makes… And this idea of forcing time into our lives to quit producing and enjoy, I’m such a Bible nerd that I just learned this so early. It’s in the rhythm of creation, right? It’s the poem in the Bible about how anything gets made is you work, you work, you work and then you stop, and you rest and you call it good. And you don’t stop and rest and call it good because you ran out of Red Bull and it’s… You stop and rest and call it good because it’s part of the creative process, right? That is part of it. It’s not breaking from creating. It’s part of it. It’s this idea that the potential for the next thing is all in the stillness and the quiet and the enjoyment of this, of this moment right now.
AW:
That’s good.
GD:
Right? And if we don’t look at what we’ve made and we don’t look at our lives and our people and soak them in, then we’re like our grandfather, who’s just saving up for one day your people.
AW:
Well, you have to examine the narrative that you have of yourself and the definitions that you have around that. This idea of quitting, right? I mean, sister, I think that what you said is so profound. You too, Glennon. The stillness and the quiet helps you recover so that you can begin again tomorrow. And then the idea of changing your thoughts around stuff and quitting, those things are doable. This is what I think is so important.
As a recovered person, I had to actually recreate a narrative of myself that I was and could be a sober person before I ended up being a sober person. It happened in a very short period of time sitting in jail after my DUI but I had to like create that narrative for myself real quick and be like, “Wait, I have to be a sober person now. That’s my path.” And at first, you can do that work and you don’t have to tell anybody about it, right? That’s the beauty of changing your life or quitting things. You’re not buying a ticket into a new life until you actually start doing it, but you can do it privately first.
GD:
I love that. You guys are making me think about the idea of quitting being internal before it’s even external.
AD:
Mm-hmm.
GD:
Okay. Let’s jump onto some Hard Qs. I’m going to read one first and then we’ll get into some voicemails, but I liked this right in. How do we know when we’re quitting because it’s wrong for us or just because it’s hard for us?
AD:
So the question is, “Do I want to become free of this thing because this thing is hard for me or do I want to become free of this thing because this thing is not for me, it is wrong for me.” That’s the question?
GD:
Mm-hmm. Well, I think you just answered the question.
AW:
Yeah, I think so too, actually.
GD:
Well, I think you just answered the question.
AW:
Yeah, I think so too, actually.
GD:
I mean, I think maybe the way we know, because I want to quit things. I will say I want to quit things often that I do not quit. I mean, writing a book is hard, raising kids is hard, like staying sober is hard. There are things that I continue to do every day, even when I want to quit. So how do I know whether the thing I want to quit is correct to quit because how do I know whether it’s wrong for me or hard for me? And I think the answer is what you just said, sister, you ask yourself this question, which is, what was it again?
AD:
Do I want to be free of this thing because it is a hard thing for me? Or do I want to be free of this thing because it is the wrong thing for me?
AW:
That’s so good. That’s so good.
GD:
Also, when you think about quit or pivot or whatever, we want to call it freeing ourselves from something, does it feel like joy? Does it feel lighter? Does it feel happy? Or does it feel like a loss?
AW:
I think that to answer the question, because I’ll do it, I like to think five years down the road and what kind of person do I want to be in five years down the road and how can that person insight some of or inform some of the decisions that I’m making today.
GD:
That’s amazing. I think the opposite.
AW:
I want to be a person who has run a marathon. That’s what I’m thinking about right now. And every single day when I’m running these programs in this training program that I’m doing, I want to stop running. I want to not run anymore, but I want to be a person in a few years that has ran a marathon. So I’m going to keep able to endure those moments where I do want to give up, because I also think managing what you know is good for you and figuring out what is good for you is really important to deciphering kind of the answer to this question.
GD:
Okay, let’s move on to Sarah.
Sarah:
My name is Sarah. I’m leaving a stable government job this month to pursue my career in art. It’s something that’s taken a lot of time to me to realize that this is what I want to do, and I’m excited about it. But I’m mostly terrified and overwhelmed and feeling like I’m not fully ready or fully established enough to do this, but I also feel that it’s necessary. And I know that I need to take risk and jump in both feet. I’m just having a hard time trusting myself and trusting the people that are offering me for help. So I’m wondering if you’re able to speak to any of these feelings. Thanks so much, and I hope you both have a good day.
AW:
Oh my gosh.
AD:
That’s so cool, by the way.
GD:
Yay, Sarah!
AW:
So brave.
AD:
It’s so interesting that she’s kind of framing it as like she’s quitting her job. So should she quit her job or should she not quit? But the truth is, if she stayed in her job, she’d also be quitting in a way because she said that she’s been excited and preparing and her heart wants this art thing for so long that she be quitting that if she stayed at her job. So it’s just like a different way of framing it to say which one do you want to quit, Sarah? It sounds like you’re deciding that being free of the one allows you to not quit the other, and that sounds amazing.
GD:
I love that. Let’s just frame everything that way, sister. Like let’s frame every decision as it’s quitting either way. So you quit the job or you quit your dream of art, like which quit, which quit? So it’s when people say, I want to leave this toxic relationship, but it’s too hard, it’s too hard to leave. And it’s like, well, isn’t it hard to stay? It’s hard either way. Are you going to quit the relationship or are you going to quit your idea that you deserve to be loved well, right? It’s like I’m too scared to say the hard thing. And it’s like, yeah, saying the hard thing and rocking the boat is hard, but so is swallowing it and slowly dying inside. So which hard are you going to pick? So Sarah, we, at We Can Do Hard Things. I think you picked the right quit.
AD:
Also, just a note on her saying that she is not fully ready or she doesn’t know if she has an enough experience. I would say, Sarah, be like a man and assume that you are qualified and ready and prepared for all of the things. I mean, I forget what the statistic is. It’s like after reading qualifications for a job, it’s something like 41% of women will not apply for it because they’ve read the qualifications and they have deemed themselves unqualified. Whereas with the people with the exact same level of qualifications who are men will say, yeah, good, I got it. So don’t call yourself out. You are more than ready. No, one’s ever 100% ready. Go get it. And then share your art with us.
AW:
Yeah. And being terrified, I just know this because I quit my job five years ago, being terrified is a constant for a pretty long while. So it’s just nobody says that. I think that that’s like such a disservice that we give people, oh yeah, like just focus on the positive. You’re going to be terrified. You’re probably going to feel really overwhelmed and you’re probably going to question this choice for a while no matter what. And so just like settle into that and just expect that because if you can expect that, goodness will come. It just will. I just know it.
GD:
Yeah. That’s the right kind of hard, right kind of hard.
AW:
Yeah.
GD:
Okay. Let’s move on to Bridget.
Bridget:
Hi there. This is Bridget. Thank you for everything that you do. And what I’ve been struggling with lately is all the change with my teenage daughters. The big one that has shown up for us is my younger daughter who’s a junior. She plays club soccer, has played her whole life since she was six years old. She is on a nationally-ranked team. We live in Michigan, and the first team won state cups two years in a row. And she wants to quit in her final year. Her senior year as club soccer. And I tried to beg her. I tried to punish her. I tried to bribe her. And she is just really digging in her heels. Now she doesn’t enjoy it anymore. And I know that, that was tough for her to do. And it’s probably the right thing for her to do is quit, but I just am so entrenched in this slight. I don’t know, I feel embarrassment and a little bit of shame with all the soccer parents and not being a part of that anymore. So I really just appreciate some words of wisdom. Thank you so much.
GD:
So, Abby, I think as the soccer resident expert, you might want to jump in. I just want to say real quick that I love Bridget’s honesty.
AW:
Yeah.
GD:
I love admitted that she bribed and threatened her child. I mean, Bridget, yes to that kind of honesty, yes to admitting that sometimes it’s like you don’t want your kid to quit something because it’s your life that they’re messing up. Just yes to Bridget. Abby, what do you think?
AW:
Well, I’m all for kids and girls, especially to play sports. I think that it’s breakthrough for so many things. It gives little girls… And however you fall on the gender lines, it gives young kids more confidence, self-esteem, all of those things. But if she doesn’t like it, she doesn’t like it. You can’t force your kid to do something because it’s giving you an identity. We can’t be living vicariously through our kids in that way. When our kids do something great, I really force myself to say, I’m so happy for you because-
GD:
Yeah. You do, do that.
AW:
It separates myself and my impact with them and whatever it is that we’re celebrating.
GD:
Because when we say, “I’m proud of you,” then they think, “Oh, I got to keep doing this thing to make my mom proud.” Yeah, to me, I think what I hear Bridget saying is that they’ve been through a lot with this decision. It doesn’t sound impulsive. It sounds like she has gone through a lot of checking to make sure that her daughter is saying this is the wrong thing for her and not just a hard thing for her. And it sounds like her daughter knows what she wants. I mean, we think all the time about maybe looking to the future and deciding what Bridget wants, her little girl or her big girl to be basing her decisions upon and if this girl is willing to disappoint her team, disappoint her mother, disappoint all of these people so that she doesn’t disappoint herself.
AD:
I can’t imagine how hard it is for Bridget. I mean, my heart is in knots thinking about the actual real grief and mourning that you would have. It’s hard not to dream through your kids. When we’re being totally honest, we have these dreams for them. We see them. We see their 10 years ahead self, just like we see our 10 years ahead self. I think there’s a major loss there in terms of what they’ve been building, what the community they’ve been building, the fear that will she regret it, should I make her because maybe this is her gift and I’m allowing her to step away from her gift and will she come back in five years and say, why did you let me give that up, I was so good, that was my thing.
So I just think, I understand why it’s so hard. And I understand why it’s a deep grieving process for losing your dream on behalf of your kid and letting them have their own dream instead. That’s really, I think, probably hard and probably like the whole crux of parenting, letting your kids have the life they choose rather than the life that you were building and already attached to that you had planned for them.
GD:
Yes.
AW:
Yes, so good.
GD:
You know what we say, my job as your parent is to help you create the truest most beautiful life you can imagine. So here is the truest most beautiful life I have imagined for you. Let’s go get it.
AD:
I’m going to do everything I can to make all my dreams for you come true. That’s exactly it. Please join my dreams for you.
AW:
The paradox of this, too, is that Bridget wants to have raised a daughter who can stand up on her own two feet and say the thing that she needs to say to get the life that she wants. And here she’s doing it, right?
AD:
It worked too well.
GD:
Bridge, good news, bad news, Bridge. Your girl’s a bad-ass. You did a good job, Bridge.
AW:
Yes.
GD:
How sad when our children become the people we dreamed they’d be. They actually do what we taught them to do. Okay. Our Next Right Thing this week is this. I’m not going to give you any homework. It’s too hard. We’re going to quit hard things today because we can quit hard things. There is no homework. You’ve already done your homework, which is that you learned this. Tell us one more time, sister, what the original definition.
AD:
The original definition of quitting was to be set free from, to be calm, to rest. That was the origin of quit for 700 years until like a hot minute ago.
GD:
Yeah. So is there anything you need to set yourself free from? And when things get too hard, this week, don’t forget, we can quit hard things. Love you.